Wednesday, September 12, 2007
♥ Drama
This morning actually started out fine. Until mom enters the room and asks if she could borrow P100 so she could buy food. (I get P200 for working as an assistant/web updater in the Bamboo Organ Foundation, Inc.) So I told her that my money is with Chester.
And then she exits the rom and barges in again, this time I knew something dramatic was gonna happen. I'm not going to tell all the details but the bottom lime is, she assumed that I was letting Chester keep my money because I don't want to share it with her or with anyone. She even told me that if I would have a job and earn, I wouldn't be giving this family a portion of it.
That really struck my nerve. I have never complained when I let her borrow my money before. Even if she doesn't pay me back. I'm looking for a job so I could save up and (hopefully) eventually study again.
It ended up being really dramatic, which sucks. Mom didn't talk to me and was murmurring things like they're not gonna eat lunch. My youngest sister was crying and wants to come with me and that she's hungry.
It breaks my heart to see Mia cry so I decided to meet up with Chester before he goes to school (gawd, I love him T^T). Just so Mom would stop thinking that I'm a careless selfish bitch.
I came home again a couple of minutes after I left and I hollered at them, saying that they're gonna have lunch. And then mom shouts from the upper floor, "I didn't ask you to buy us lunch." And I was like, "So? I still bought you lunch."
As soon as she was coming down the stairs, I bolted out the door.
When I came back at around 5, it was as if nothing happened.
And then she exits the rom and barges in again, this time I knew something dramatic was gonna happen. I'm not going to tell all the details but the bottom lime is, she assumed that I was letting Chester keep my money because I don't want to share it with her or with anyone. She even told me that if I would have a job and earn, I wouldn't be giving this family a portion of it.
That really struck my nerve. I have never complained when I let her borrow my money before. Even if she doesn't pay me back. I'm looking for a job so I could save up and (hopefully) eventually study again.
It ended up being really dramatic, which sucks. Mom didn't talk to me and was murmurring things like they're not gonna eat lunch. My youngest sister was crying and wants to come with me and that she's hungry.
It breaks my heart to see Mia cry so I decided to meet up with Chester before he goes to school (gawd, I love him T^T). Just so Mom would stop thinking that I'm a careless selfish bitch.
I came home again a couple of minutes after I left and I hollered at them, saying that they're gonna have lunch. And then mom shouts from the upper floor, "I didn't ask you to buy us lunch." And I was like, "So? I still bought you lunch."
As soon as she was coming down the stairs, I bolted out the door.
When I came back at around 5, it was as if nothing happened.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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