Tuesday, September 4, 2007
♥ The Talk
Just a few minutes ago, my lola and I had a talk.
Out of my close relatives, it's my grandma that I least want to see hurt. She's old, sensitive, emotionally in pain, but struggling so much to be strong on the outside. And I know, that if she gets hurt, she'll be in so much pain and tears.
Last Sunday, (just like most of the Sundays) I spend the day in Chester's house. We usually hang out there so we can save some money and not end up spending all our moeny out on dates. We buy our food in the shops near their house so it's normal for me to walk on the streets holding his hand in mine.
And then, a relative saw us walking hand in hand when we bought our lunch. So, word flew and reached my grandma and we eneded up talking in the bedroom.
It seems that she's very very uncomfortable with the idea that I go into Chester's house and spend time there with him. And it's because she cares very much about me and don't want me to end up suddenly becoming a mother and making mistakes.
She said she trusts me but she doesn't trust the other people around me. Maybe it's because she sees herself in me.
But anyways, I told her Chester and I just spend our time in their house because it saves us money. She was crying a bit that time. And it made me feel guilty somehow.
So I quickly talked to Chester about it and... we'll probably be spending more time outdorrs now instead of eating food in their kitchen...
Out of my close relatives, it's my grandma that I least want to see hurt. She's old, sensitive, emotionally in pain, but struggling so much to be strong on the outside. And I know, that if she gets hurt, she'll be in so much pain and tears.
Last Sunday, (just like most of the Sundays) I spend the day in Chester's house. We usually hang out there so we can save some money and not end up spending all our moeny out on dates. We buy our food in the shops near their house so it's normal for me to walk on the streets holding his hand in mine.
And then, a relative saw us walking hand in hand when we bought our lunch. So, word flew and reached my grandma and we eneded up talking in the bedroom.
It seems that she's very very uncomfortable with the idea that I go into Chester's house and spend time there with him. And it's because she cares very much about me and don't want me to end up suddenly becoming a mother and making mistakes.
She said she trusts me but she doesn't trust the other people around me. Maybe it's because she sees herself in me.
But anyways, I told her Chester and I just spend our time in their house because it saves us money. She was crying a bit that time. And it made me feel guilty somehow.
So I quickly talked to Chester about it and... we'll probably be spending more time outdorrs now instead of eating food in their kitchen...
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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